Monday, August 23, 2010

Day 4 Your Sibling

30 days, 30 letters

Day 4, My sibling......

That would be my wonderful, sometimes not so wonderful big sister Chanelle. I love her soooo much. I can come to her with anything and everything. We've been through a lot together as a family and although we fight sometimes like normal sisters do, we always have each others back. It sucks that she's at school now and I don't have a valid drivers licence. Whatever, I'll visit her with the fam until October 29. Basically, She's my sister and my bestfriend. Love you smelly nelle, chanel, no.5, Chanaynay hahaha ♥ Chanelle

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Day 3 Your Parents

30 days, 30 letters

I missed a few fays, whoops. I'm doing this on my own time.

Day 3, My parents......

Well lets start with my father. He isn't around. My parents divorced when I was 2. My dad is an asshole and an alcoholic, end of story. I'm not gonna turn this into an after school special. Now my stepmom is just crazy fucked up in the head. I almost got arrestedand she took me to get my nails done.....Anyway, I live with my mom and my stepdad. My mom and I have a werd relationship. I love her to death and I know she loves me but we fight like there's no tomorrow. It gets brutal, never really physical, but we tear each other apart. We do have our moments though. I am working on my relationship with my mom now that I'm clean. I put her through a lot. Moving on, my stepdad and I don't really talk...It's weird. He's been in my life since I was little and I love him and he's done a lot for the family but I don't know. He's just a very quiet person haha. That is gonna be worked on too. Blah Blah Blah.. I love my parents ♥

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Day 2 Your Crush

30 Days, 30 Letters

Day 2, My "Crush"......

Personally I hate the word crush. It is a term used by Junior high age children who are first noticing the opposite sex. You either have feelings for someone or you don't. This is a complicated topic for me right now. Before this person left to go what feels like a bajillion miles away, we got really close. I'm not gonna be a sap, I'll keep all that crap to myself. Like I said, it's complicated.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Day 1 Your Bestfriend

30 Days, 30 Letters

Day 1, My bestfriend....

I have a few people I call my best friend. It's hard for me to trust people but these three broke my walls.

One of them I have known my whole life. We were in the same day care/preschool and have been friends since. The two of us have been through so much together. Honestly, I wouldn't be the same person I am today without her.

Now on to the next. This one is craaaazy, but in a good way. She is my rock. She is there for me through thick and thin. She put up with all my bullshit and babysat me through the worst of my using days. I've never become so close with someone so quickly. It's been almost a year but I feel like we've been friends for a lifetime. She is my other half and I love her to death ♥

And last but not least there is my closest guy friend. I have known him for only a short time but he is like my big brother. He helps me when I'm down, and he's always looking out for me. He's got my back and I got his. Although he is like 8 years older.....We get each other. We are silly and crazy, but hey we are addicts.

I Love these three more than anything ♥